Use Grief for God's Glory

God is with you always... even in grief. God will soon reveal how your pain transforms into your prophesy. Your loved one that has transitioned is now your everlasting angel, and help will guide you through how you will soon be the encouragement to others suffering through like circumstances. Pain and grief is never meant to permanently hurt you, it is meant to reveal God's strength and purpose through you! Be encouraged :-)

Shifting Your Perspective! Open Your Mind To Truth That's Bigger Than Your Own

Bishop TD Jakes gives a new perspective to paradigm shifts in your life! I feel that this link will help a lot of people explore and break free from "tunnel vision" thinking. People that seek bigger truth outside of their own understanding will be blessed by this! I hope you enjoy and that you spirit will be quenched!

Click Here: http://youtu.be/yChfsGwSGyU

The Whispers of Water

"The Whispers of Water" is serving the world with powerful and compelling composition. This book is proving its purpose to hydrate every soul that feels like the well in life has ran dry.

The raw and relevant content of this book gives readers a vivid perspective of life in a unique way. This book is a compilation of spoken word derived from the author's point of view. It unfolds truth told by the Spirit, and confirms the revelation of life through biblical reference, praise, poetry, and theology. It is the author's desire that "The Whispers of Water" will quench dehydrated souls, and help to inspire spiritual freedom. The “Whispers” are the author's signification of relativity to the world through her personal experiences. The “Water” is the pure substance given to the author by the Most High God through the Holy Spirit that any and every being can take part in, and be blessed with. Overall, this book serves as evidence to the world that spiritual freedom is created through the lessons learned from carnal captivity, as well as allowing God’s word to reside within our hearts. 

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Unorthodox Being

UN-accepted as He walked the Earth and shed His blood so that we may have life

Dispite the anguish He accepted His calling and exited the stage with grace through the strife

Eternal life -OR- death is now our choice and the wages are heavy

Constant test and trials of life remain steady

Even THO-ugh the road is long and weary, the lessons are great

Knowing that my Savior walks with me through it and teaches me how to love through the hate

The average closed mind that meets its double sided tongue is filled with para-DOX

So I find myself consistently rebuking a foolish tongue and revealing truth to the flock

I am strong, but weak in lonliness.

Free, but enslaved to the duty of my purpose as a servant

That is the true definition of any chosen one that has to tred amongst the serpents

I try not to repeat mistakes, when I fall short forgiveness is sought when I repent

I close off from the world and turn on my third eye while trying to listen twice as much as I speak

True divinity through the spirit of the Holy one in the life after is what I am trying to seek

My approach is not typical for common thought, nor is my vision clear to blind eyes

I may appear to be average flesh and bone but within my spirit is where the treasure lies

It gives me power, perserverance and insight to decern with everyday

It gives translation to my foreign tongue so when I pray the enemy has no say

So as God troubles the water, my purified currents flow free

The name of the body is Maji, and the UN-OR-THO-DOX being is me.

The Child of a King

Deep Thought 1

The loneliness is severe in a world of misunderstanding

Feels like a free fall from a building 1 million feet tall without any means of a safe landing

Neglecting happiness and true identity to please others

There's no reciprocity in the back bends I lend, and the people to whom I extend are constantly changing colors.

I never would have imagined being trapped in a world so selfish and cold

With no one to look up to or depend on whether it is sought out in the young or the old

I am sick of disappointments and tired of being misused

Tired of being neglected by family and friends through the inconsiderate choices they choose.

My genuine smiles are housed in the kingdom of Heaven

God's grace completes me through His perfection like the symbolic number seven

My tears hold no gravity because they rise as liquid prayers in the air 

My God holds them near His heart as He sheds the same in relativity to how life can be so unfair

He is the only one that knows it all and understands all of my pain

He is the only one that stays consistent throughout every loss and gain

The Whispers of Water Press Release

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The Whispers of Water

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The Truth That Heals

My heart has filled up and weighted down like a water well.

Life continues to keep the secrets that only time will tell.

Once again I am fighting against love that proves to be the heavy weight contender.

I have taken too many blows and jabs without a referee in sight when I surrender.

Paired off with a mate, but still feeling alone.

To avoid disappointment I don’t ask for favors… still in the game on my own.

Weeping eyes rock me to sleep

While doubtful thoughts tend to be consistent company I keep.

When things are good with love and me, life could not be any greater.

But all of the problems in between lead me to question my Creator.

God am I moving ahead of You and Your plan?

My Lord is this another wolf? Or did You have good intentions for me and this man?

This time around has to lead me in the right direction without regret.

I cannot repeat the chaotic and painful mistakes that I will never forget.

True feelings exist in the midst of this double sided being.

The only fear is that we are built on lust without trust, which results in no meaning.

Communication is off balance

Relativity is still sought out for as well as remedies to bad habits.

His words and actions tend to grow from meaningful to cold in an instant reaction.

It is starting to feel like I am caught up in the motions without satisfaction.

His prideful mind continues to battle his loving heart which jeopardizes letting a good thing be.

His vision is trapped… third eye shut tight, so the spiritual truth is not allowed to see.

His lovemaking screams out with a lonely cry and is the only fair moment of vulnerability.

But as soon as that moment ends, it is back to the tough walk and stone cold talk that developed through his course of wounded reality.

Seems to be that it is hard for my love interest to accept that I just may be all that I claim.

It seems like he feels it is impossible for him to find happiness through a woman without strings attached or childish games.

He is convinced that a sheltered heart and silent thoughts keep him protected and drama free.

But Water knows how his soul flows and quiet words speak the loudest to me.

He hesitates on fully letting go due to his focus on negative possibilities.

He’s not comfortable with the fact that he has no control over developing love for me.

He does not want to accept that emotions are natural, and that he is not a machine.

Machines are made by man, man is the reflection of God, and God is love is a fact of life and its theme.

Love outside of his family is what he pushes away because he is unfamiliar with how to accept it.

His comfort is found in a routine of temporary pleasure trapped in a hard shell, so a true shoulder to lean on is usually rejected.

So the question then becomes how do you reach the one that you want to love when he is his own worst enemy?

What do you do when you try to extend pure currents of warm water but he would rather dehydrate in denial of the reflection he sees?

A lot of my effort goes towards trying to prove that it is ok to let go and let his heart smile.

But I feel that he questions my knowledge even though I did not make it this far by thinking like a child.

I haven’t given up because I know in my heart the possibility is everlasting love.

While at the same time, I have learned you cannot force something to fit or change when push comes to shove.

In these times I take heed to signs, keeping in mind that everything once new gets old.

Reality is if harsh winds continue to present storms, then water has no choice but to be ice cold.

It is hard to let go when assurance of devotion is relevantly clear.

Trying to hold on to the hope of a happy ending with new beginnings being near.

I can tell that he doesn’t want to appear to be wide open to me.

He keeps a fresh stock of tank tops to avoid wearing his heart on his sleeve.

But I still search deeper to see the true sensitive being inside.

Trying to exfoliate the dead flesh that continues to run and hide.

Running away from the fulfillment and hiding from his purpose

He doesn’t think that I am aware of the still waters that run deep beneath the surface.

As of now we are caught up in a blame game mixed with physical energy exchange.

Adjustments are very necessary and priorities need to be rearranged.

Spiritual balance and open communication has to be achieved 

And his understanding that questions lead to knowing, and knowing leads to growth that is not a want but a need.

To be treated consistently as a queen is what I deserve and I will not settle for less.

I will not be handled in a rough manner or spoken to with harsh words from a cold heart that sends negative chills through my flesh.

All I can do is continue to pray that the one who makes me smile will soon wake up from his grave.

And stop fighting my purpose in his life and understand that only God has the perfect plan… so let Him have His way.

Without acknowledging God’s voice and allowing Him to exist in the middle of it all

We will never get a chance to rise above because we will have no way to resist the falls.

My desire is that our great moments we share don’t just fade in the wind.

And that separation does not create itself due to being trapped in sin.

I need him to know that I only intend positive and better things in his life.

And that my plan was never to offer any extra struggles or strife.

Every relationship is a job, and change is not always easy.

Understanding when to compromise is key and knowing that the sacrifices are not always pleasing.

I am willing to fight for the cause if he can learn to recognize my worth.

And know that the words I speak are meant to serve as truth that heals instead of hurt.

Untitled I

As I wallow in the repetition of so called “life” and it’s reality

I grow familiar with the facade of people and their tendencies

To lure you in with lies and false promises of their imagination

Which keeps me second knowing without the guessing or hesitation

People will get you caught up in their rapture of muddy waters and storms

The same ones you sympathized with are the exact same causing harm

Pain and disappointment usually comes from the ones you thought you could trust

And the ones that claim they love you are really seeking after lust...

Whether it is the lust for the things of the world, or lusting after you

All lust soon leads to sin, so isolated is where I stay and waiting for love to prove itself is what I do

It is hard to maintain when mankind is aware that you are different and strong

The trials and suffering that come with the package tend to prolong

Still looking for love in all of the wrong places

Same drama, same circles, just different faces

Love’s features come in variety but the characteristics are the same

The everlasting void and scars seem to consider me a familiar domain

I strive for a good life and I practice truth and loyalty

I work hard for my respect, no one relates to the struggle of being me.

I am taken for granted consistently by my closest surroundings

Can never fly free from the ones that try to hold me down to clip my wings

Sometimes I feel trapped in this life I didn’t ask for

I try to make the best of it, but my happiness is constantly ignored

Anytime I need a break or want space, that’s when the weight becomes more intense

I’m starting to feel like the peace of mind I request is irrelevant

Every time I try to build solid relationships with other beings

I always end up in situations with no meaning

No substance to motivate me, no influence to admire

Can’t call on one person to look up to or help take me higher

It hurts so much to feel as alone as I do

It has been so long that I have only had myself to turn to

My mates always end up disabling me while my female friends hold crooked emotions at heart

I have had to stand on my own when it comes to what I stand for and who I am from the start

No one understands me, and some hate that they cannot figure it out

As transparent as my truth is, someone is always there trying to challenge me with doubt

There is not ONE soul in this world that I owe or fear to give reason to speak double sided

But the same ones that want to put me in a basket with liars are the same ones that say I am the one they confide in!!!

I don’t have time for the games that are played in this short term life we all lead

Yet my heart has caused the many marks on my hand from the teeth of the mouths I feed

Tired of putting myself last and turning cheeks and leaves

I rebuke every being the enemy uses in my life! It’s time to armor up and make them flea

Separate from my present and close chapters of my past

Let the Most High ordain my future and make sure my endurance continues to last

I have a race to run and if it is alone then so be it

I’m past done with settling for less than what my Creator sees fit

This day marks a new chapter and my weary mind, heart and spirit is fed up

Playing passive and giving chances to those that don’t deserve them is over... either put up, or shut up!

My strength has to be exposed in more ways than one

The count down is here so I wish preparation for the weak because 3, 2, 1... I’m done!

Done with being the one to hold everybody’s hand

I’m always the one expected to do past what I can

Lending time, money and wisdom and keeping my door and heart open

Just for it all to result in distrust and disappointment again and again

The saga would continue but it’s already ran too long

I have to put a stop to these crippling factors in my life, the thrill is past gone

God grant me a fresh anointing and armor me with Your words and salvation

I am aware of my power that You grant me through Your Holy Spirit and preparation

Since corrupt mouths speak against me and eyes want to watch, then I will give them a show

The grand finale is here and now is the time to prove how Water can truly flow.

Untitled II

My wounded heart came across a pleasant surprise

I could see the sun’s light when I gazed into his eyes

His words flowed on sweet currents like sugar water in my cup

Thoughts running through the membrane of sensual things going the opposite of up

In the time prior I was lost in a phase filled with pain

My heart grew cold, my emotions stood bare in the midst of pouring rain

I felt I had lost in the battle of love once again with no intentions to try again

I was ready for my existence to fade away from the acknowledgment of all men 

My scars ran deep as my self esteem grew shallow

Daily greetings of pain that ran deep to the bone marrow

Thinking the one for me existed became a thought of the past

Putting trust into fleshly beings became a faded memory fast

As soon as loneliness became my consistent company keeper

There he was, waiting in my future path encouraging me to dig deeper

The windows to his soul revealed true love as well as pain that he wanted to relieve

A new chapter of balance and hope for redemption is what we began to conceive

They say love conquers all and that time heals everything

So I decided to conquer healing by taking my time to develop love with this being

I was scared of heights, but with him I have no fear of flying

I had been hurt for so long, but his touch alone keeps my heart from dying

Every moment we share feels like a cool summer breeze

Blowing softly through the beauty of weeping willow trees

The balance of nature’s elements are always in the air

It is confirmed through our movement and through every single stare

His heart beat is strong and consistent as he lays to rest

My mind is at peace as I lay to listen through his chest

The mornings greet me with his smooth tone as sun rays embrace his dark complexion

I take it all in with exhales of deep breathes and thoughts of valuable lessons

Learning the importance of patience and enjoying the moments of laughter

Overstanding that simplicity and spirituality holds heavy power in this chapter

I thank the Most High for every blessed second in the midst of this man

This time around I will let God order my steps to avoid self destruction in the midst of His ordained plan 

Holy Sugar Water

Her holy sugar water use to be so sweet

Pure and gentle touches use to be so deep

Her vibe was so live and her stride was upright

Self esteem was so high with a smile so bright

I came face to face with her daily, in assurance of her return

Her eyes held wisdom of plenty lessons to learn

She gained knowledge from the streets, a few books, and the Heavens above

She maintained the strength  needed whenever push came to shove

Her holy sugar water use to be so sweet

Until the day she joined with the body she thought was just as deep

Holy hell and bittersweetness is what the two became

Warm and cold souls intertwined became category five hurricanes

Devastating aftermath is what she was left with to face

She thought she would never be the same again... but then came Amazing Grace

It surrounded her atmosphere and filtered all the debris

It brought mercy and favor along to help set her currents free

Her stone cold heart was revived as royal blood flowed through

She did away with the old and replaced it with all things new

New mentality, new ambition, new outlook on life

Now she never settles, speaks only once, and takes her time to think twice

She traded in what she wanted in exchange for the need of God’s will

She armors up with warfare prayers in the midst of the battlefield

Her holy sugar water use to be so sweet

Now her power is too sour for the minds that are weak

The blind cannot seem to hear her, and the deaf will never see

Their disabilities multiply when trying to comprehend that holy sugar water is me.

Personal Perspective

Misused, abused, loyalty taken for granted

Leading a life below my worth... the fairy tale is far from enchanted

Surrounded by blood sucking leaches that pretend to love

Quick to put the blade to my back whenever push comes to shove

I pray to God to send me His people before I fall victim to retaliation

Trying my best to be patient while feeling pressed for time in my spiritual dedication

The Bible says to do away with bitterness, anger and wrath

It is easier said than done because of the enemies in my path

It also tells me to be kind and forgiving as Christ forgave me

I have tried that method all my life... the result only reveals captivity

Ball and chain to the game of life with fake friends and even more foes

I have to keep myself reminded of the fact that I am anointed from my head to my toes

No one to overstand my point of view or relate to my perception

All alone in every decision, tired of explaining myself due to misconception

Blessed with the curse of a mind ahead of my time

Speaking truth to lost souls is like committing the ultimate crime

Never feeling as free as I should... I have to figure out the remedy

The impression of life is like a virus and the pain I fight to acknowledge is trying to consume my life like a tragedy

The path purposed for my victory has lead to a fork in the road

Chaotic twist and turns cause my fuel to burn faster without cruise control

Days filled with tension and nights accompanied by loneliness

I practice staying to myself to keep my hands free of the blood that comes from putting souls to rest

The tests are intense, but He told me the reward would be great

Sending shout outs to the ones that hold my name close to their heart as they hate

Anticipating my demise after the purpose is fulfilled

My soul could use some rest after the life I have lived

My solo prayers are trying to fight multiple wishes against me in the atmosphere

The need for salvation and protection from my enemy is severe

Lord keep me in the hollow of your hand because the evil one is trying to pluck me out

Keep Your hand on my life and blessed assurance in my heart without any doubt

I never question your works, nor do I give in to the thoughts of my flesh

Take these things into consideration as You take this weight off of my chest