Misused, abused, loyalty taken for granted
Leading a life below my worth... the fairy tale is far from enchanted
Surrounded by blood sucking leaches that pretend to love
Quick to put the blade to my back whenever push comes to shove
I pray to God to send me His people before I fall victim to retaliation
Trying my best to be patient while feeling pressed for time in my spiritual dedication
The Bible says to do away with bitterness, anger and wrath
It is easier said than done because of the enemies in my path
It also tells me to be kind and forgiving as Christ forgave me
I have tried that method all my life... the result only reveals captivity
Ball and chain to the game of life with fake friends and even more foes
I have to keep myself reminded of the fact that I am anointed from my head to my toes
No one to overstand my point of view or relate to my perception
All alone in every decision, tired of explaining myself due to misconception
Blessed with the curse of a mind ahead of my time
Speaking truth to lost souls is like committing the ultimate crime
Never feeling as free as I should... I have to figure out the remedy
The impression of life is like a virus and the pain I fight to acknowledge is trying to consume my life like a tragedy
The path purposed for my victory has lead to a fork in the road
Chaotic twist and turns cause my fuel to burn faster without cruise control
Days filled with tension and nights accompanied by loneliness
I practice staying to myself to keep my hands free of the blood that comes from putting souls to rest
The tests are intense, but He told me the reward would be great
Sending shout outs to the ones that hold my name close to their heart as they hate
Anticipating my demise after the purpose is fulfilled
My soul could use some rest after the life I have lived
My solo prayers are trying to fight multiple wishes against me in the atmosphere
The need for salvation and protection from my enemy is severe
Lord keep me in the hollow of your hand because the evil one is trying to pluck me out
Keep Your hand on my life and blessed assurance in my heart without any doubt
I never question your works, nor do I give in to the thoughts of my flesh
Take these things into consideration as You take this weight off of my chest
